I woke up last night
Only to find myself
An exile in another world.
Surrounded by wispy
Low-lying clouds
That swallowed me at a touch.
Light disappeared
And reappeared
Like a ghost leading me on.
The silence was deafening.
And yet comforting.
I couldn’t hear my footsteps.
I brushed against
A bush? A tree?
Water droplets caressed my skin.
I sought to taste the moisture:
A dissonant flavor
Matching the night.
Blades of grass
Beneath my feet so bare
Made me shiver.
My familiar sky was gone.
Wherever I looked
All was covered by clouds.
I was trapped
In a wispy nebula
Which made me uncertain.
All was the same.
All was different.
All was merely a vapor.
Solids dissolved before me
As restlessly I
Wandered farther away
From where I began.
I turned around.
Nothing was familiar.
Could I find my way home?
I was disoriented.
Nothing was the same.
Was I missing?
I was unable to
Retrace my steps.
I had left no
Piece of myself
In the mist.
Breaking through the gauze:
A mere vapor in the night
Hiding all I was accustomed to.
Would I simply disappear?
If I took a deep breath
Could I exhale myself?
This left me to wonder
A curious thought:
Did I really exist?